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2009-12-23T01:42:00.000-08:00

hols are finally here, and i'm here for a post again! i'm not back to blogging actually, more of i just needed a channel to release my thoughts today.

went to the beach for vball today! it was fantastic and definitely a worthy trip. worthy in the sense that i've gained a lot from today. firstly, i've kinda 'make friends' with those who i don't talk much to in recrea by having fun with them today. it's nothing much actually but it's quite step that i took today, so yay! secondly, i've really enjoyed the company of sherlyn and wanling! they're so wonderful! seriously, i was really worried on my way to the beach today as i was wondering about company, but the two of them provided such good company! thanks girls, i really appreciated it a lot!:D next, i got to play with the guys who i'll hardly even talk to in recrea! they're all so nice and encouraging, so i'm really very thankful of that too! and lastly, i've learnt beach vball! it's very fun! yay!

got my results today. actually, i'm satisfied i suppose, just that i failed myself in certain modules:( thanks all the seniors who counselled me. sorry, i've always been the very ambitious kid around and at times i really don't make sense to ppl through the stuff i say. i'm glad some seniors did understand me:D

had a tiring and fulfilling day today. never enjoyed myself this much for really long. starting to love recrea a lot, because it fulfilled me in a lot of aspects. people there are all fantastic, and i realised today when you stepped out of your comfort zone, you gained a lot of stuff you never would have should you have stayed in your comfort zone. haha! and yea, i've gained almost everything i could by stepping out of my comfort zone today! very proud of myself in the sense that i went to the beach without my close vball friends! hee! but i made good friends there too! so yup! very happy today!:D thanks everyone for contributing to my wonderful day! oh ya, dinner with the recrea ppl is really good. something i can wish a lifetime for!:D hee!

alright! sijia is contented, for once:D hee! thanks everyone!:D

2009-08-27T00:14:00.000-07:00

OMG! think it has been more than a yr since i last blogged! hmmm, so many things actually changed and i just edited my profile! haha. no longer a student of njc, but a student of nus now! and no longer still the 17 yr old kid who was thinking so much and eventually heartbroken by someone. But, i'm the sijia who all of you know! still so noisy and busy! haha.

life in nus is still managable, although it's only the third week of school. made a lot of new good friends, a few of which are really gifts from whoever is up there. although it's only a mere three weeks, i had times when i really felt very drained and tired. as many told me, it's prolly the period of adaptation that takes time and energy, and i really hope it's as they said.

really missed school badly in the long hols. everything of school- friends, lectures, tutorials, basically, the school experience and the interaction between humans. it's not as though i was living in my own world without any interactions with people in the hols, just that it wasn't the kind of interaction i desired. And i was really living in a world with minimal human interactions in the long hols, partly due to the need of being alone. learnt and started to love the loneliness that is present in every corner, and it's really a good break from reality. haha. do note that i'm not emo-ing though!:D

now that i'm back to school, lectures and tutorials are just part and parcel of it. i'm not dreading any of it, except lab reports which are kinda driving me nuts. perhaps it's a new thing that jc students were never totally exposed to, so it does take some adaptation skills. although we have done SPA in the past, and the lab reports were kinda similar to it, SPA was done part by part, while the lab report was a combination of everything! and the fact that i haven't been touching such laboratory reports really is giving me a hard time generating those stuff. haha, but it's over, at least the deadline is postponed, which means a break for me for the time being.

i've learnt to enjoy bus rides nowadays. i guessed all my close friends know that i particularly hate bus rides in the past, dizzy spells you see, but it's really a time where you can rest and shut down your brain without being bothered by the tonnes of work waiting for you at home, even though it's only a mere 15 mins ride. kinda funny, because humans really only learn to appreciate things at a much later stage or age, and i kinda give the credits to the busy life that i have now. if it had not been for the busy life i'm living now, i prolly won't be able to learnt to appreciate such stuff. haha. grats to me:D

alright, turning in. stay tuned~

*green makes a new beginning for me. so let go of the pink you've been so used to.

2008-05-09T17:39:00.000-07:00

Yo, haven't been blogging for some time man. really busy nowadays with common test:( exams are coming and i'm seriously discouraged from studying! sigh. i know i can't finish all that will be tested and that's why, i can't motivate myself to study for this common test:( and just as much as i want to start mugging seriously, i'll feel so tired and discouraged that i feel like sleeping:( damn, i think i'm going to do really badly for this common test... sigh. but it's okay, cause i'm determined to study hard for my prelims from june onwards:D hehe. trying hard to mug a little for common test too, at least i managed to finish my photosynthesis and respiration chapter! haha!:D happy! alright la, i know i wont do well for common test, but still trying hard, but at least, i'll make sure i ace my subjects in prelims!:D hehe..

sigh. quite a lot of stuff happened in the past few days... just had Sports Day on 7 May, and aqua lost the cup this year:( but actually, it's okie la, at least we got second? hahah! can you believe it? before cheering competition, we were last! but after cheering competition, we got second! i'm really proud of Aqua, bryan, the house captain of Aqua during my term, and of course, Xiaopeng, who's the next house captain man! hehe:D at least before my terms ends, Aqua still manage to secure a second! hahhaha!

had a long chat with a friend on sports day too. i guess the talk was heart wrenching and anger-stimulating man. sigh:( yes, it's about him, and through the talk, i realise all the rubbish he has been doing all the while. seriously, i really can't believe all the contents of the talk, cause it's so unlike stuff that he'll do? probably i'm thinking too angelic of him, or i've been covering all the rubbish that he has done for him? i don't know, but i just know that it hurts me so badly to hear all those things about him! alright, maybe i've really been covering up most of the rubbish that he has been doing for him, but this time, i really don't know how to cover up for him anymore! it hurts me so much man, bcos i'll really never believe that he has done this kind of thing, until it really happens to a friend of mine! why? i guess it's the only answer i would want to know, the reason behind his actions. is it because of all the lousy influence you get from someone? or you did it out of your own accord? she asked me, is he worth it? is he worth me doing so much for him? i guess i never doubted my answer, that yes, he's worth it, until that day... she was so sure as she was telling me that he's not worth me doing anything for him! maybe she's right, but no one would ever imagine how much it hurts me to do this to him. dao-ing him right from the start of the day to the end, just to force him out of me! seriously, it really hurts me so badly! ouch, my heart cries for the don't know which time in the day:( the more i hope to avoid, the more i see him and the more pain is inflicted. please, it really hurts to be stucked btw a friend, and a person you like. trust me, it really hurts. i don't even know what to do now! sighhhhhh. someone pls just enlightened me...

i want a break, i really want it...

2008-03-19T21:45:00.000-07:00

Hi people!! haven't been blogging for sooooooo long!! gonna update today, since i'm finally free to blog! hehe:) hmm, my last post was like really really long ago? haven't been blogging since the year started man:( too busy, i guess...

School's as busy as it has been since the start of the year. getting really worn out nowadays, but not really stressed yet. haha. currently, i'm still able to keep up with the tutorial and lecture pace, i guess, so it's quite okay for me. hmmm, tennis is getting really really hectic nowadays! training's getting really frequent and i'm completely drained after every single training man:( but i guess it's all worthwhile! after all, i really enjoy tennis so much that it just took my attention away from my heavy workload and other personal problems! haha! Great! TENNIS ROCKS MAN! luckily, i make the right choice in choosing tennis as my very first sport cca that i take up:) heehee! lalala! oh, and the tennis team went to KL during the march holidays for training. it's really fantastic and a super good time for team bonding! i'm really didn't regret going for the trip man. although i didn't get to play much, the A division girls team got a lot more closer than before and a lot more united!! haha!! the unity of the team is especially seen when any of the A division girls are bullied? *blink blink!!* heehee!!! damn fun!!! MAN! I LOVE TENNIS AND THE TEAM MAN!! THANKS GIRLS FOR GIVING ME SUCH A WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE!! BIG HUG TO ALL OF YOU!:D hehe!

I really believe i've grown quite a lot in tennis. firstly, i really understand the importance of cheering each other on under any circumstances now. no matter whether it's a singles or a doubles match, the person on the court needs to be cheered on all the time! maybe we can't be there to play with her side by side, but at least she knows we are with her mentally, and that she's never alone, because we are always there cheering her on and supporting her throughout the whole match:) which i guess and believe, is really important:D hehe! and this is something tennis taught me. secondly, perseverance. i would say tennis, as a sport cca, is kinda slack. at times where other ccas are running rounds after rounds on the track, tennis is happily doing service and playing in the courts. haha, but who says tennis is really an easy sport? and why is perseverance important? i'll tell you why, because you need that to continue training hard so as to improve your really lousy skills and you need that even more to survive from the fate of elimination, but i guess it didn't really affect me very greatly when i wasn't chosen for nationals. haha, save me from all the pressure and stress man:) i'm kinda glad actually!:D lalalala!

Alright, tennis is really a wonderful sport man, and i've made lotsa wonderful friends, like my super wonderful yet a bit crazy captain Eliza *hahaha!*, the super pro and cute Allysa *a bit crazy too!*, the super duper high and completely nuts Maricelle!, the really hilarious and entertaining Felicia aka Fuzzy, the funny and smart Jennifer *WHERE'S WAI KIT HUH? hahaha!*, the super nice and caring Li Qiao *she took really good care of sijia during the kl trip man!:D heehee!* and last but not least, the youngest and fun Shu yi! hehe! that's the A division girls team and each and every one of them are unique and important! i couldn't imagine how life in tennis would be without them! so THANKS GIRLS so much!:D haha!

Guess what?!! tennis took my attention away from him man:) haha. hard to believe? but it's true. i was kinda shocked too, but i realise after the kl trip, i felt a lot more peaceful and calm about my feelings, unlike the crazy sijia who take note of even the slightest movement of his? *am i really that crazy? DOTS* oh, a lot more clear about my feelings towards him too. yes, he's very important to me and i'm very sure about it, but he's not among my first few priorities. Excluding my family, studies is of course my first priorities, followed by tennis, and lastly him, but it's not fixed yet. if there's any other important stuff that comes along, he would just be pushed back, i guess. haha. still, despite his ranking among my priorities, he is still very very important to me. if anything happens to him or concerns him, i would not hesitate to throw back all my other priorities, as long as he's happy and safe:) haha. some people may think it's very silly of me to do so much for him, but i guess not. To me, he is everything. I'm willing to sacrifice anything for him, as long as he needs me, i'll be there for him, always and no doubt about it. hmmm, really feeling very calm and happy! hahaha! it's really great to just like him without any thoughts of future or other stuff. just simply the very innocent and pure type of liking, without any expectation from him. haha! it's not silly, i don't need any return of affection from him or whatsoever, in fact, i don't need anything from him at all, just his presence is enough:) hehe! even if it's looking at him from far away, i'm happy and satisfied and it's all that i ask for:D hee!

Lalala! class's getting quite boring nowadays:( if it's not for Angela who keeps me company all the time, i really wonder how i'll survive the lessons man:( Thanks Angela! so much! haha! and all the little secrets of yours that you share with me! i really appreciate it and i'm happy for you too!! *blink blink! you know what i'm talking about RIGHT?! don't act blur, i know you know! hahah!* but i really appreciate your company these few days man, if not i would have been like alone? maybe not, since sijia is such an easy person to get along with! *WAHAHA! no la, joking nia:)* BIG HUG TO ANGELA!! THANKS SO MUCH! for everything, especially listening to my rubbish about him:) heehee! if you ever need me or a listening ear, just come to me ks! i'll always be there for you, because that's what friends are for!:D heehee!

alright, feeling really tired, gonna sleep soon! haha! i'm such a pig man, but it's okie! i love sleeping! hopefully i will be able to find time to blog more the next time!:D

2007-11-30T12:33:00.000-08:00

YO! I'M BACK FROM HONG KONG!! hehe!! happy:) after spending 5 days in hong kong, i guess it's quite a nice place to shop! the stuff there are rather cheap and the variety of goods available there is scary! a lot A LOT A LOT! hahaha! but the very bad things about hong kong are that the air is so damn polluted! and the traffic is so damn congested and chaotic! walking on the streets and it's quite inevitable that you would be horned? hahaha! YES, the traffic there is THAT chaotic:( lalalla! but nvm, i enjoyed myself over there, although the hotel is 'a bit' too small for two and that the food there are 'a bit' too expensive? hahahah!

DISNEYLAND IS FUN! it's really huge and beautiful!! man, i guess the best part of hong kong is the disneyland there! it's the cleanest place i've seen in hong kong and although the rides there are rather kiddy, it's very entertaining and exciting to see the disney characters right in front of you! hahaha! i've seen characters from mickey's family (mickey, minnie, goofy and pluto), donald duck and daisy, the toy story, the lion king and the disney princesses! WHEEEE! hehee:)

shopping was good in hong kong, because the stuff are so affordable! they are really nice and cheap! hehe! happy!:D seriously, hong kong is quite a shopping heaven, especially when you are looking for affordable stuff? i've really enjoyed myself while i'm there and now that i'm back in singapore, i'm really dragging the tonnes of homework waiting for me man:( sighhhh...

2007-11-17T19:32:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone! i'm finally back from OBS! haha. guess i'm feeling both happy and sad? happy that i'm finally back home! happy that i can finally bathe and sleep properly and comfortably!:D but on the other hand, i'm feeling sad too:( upset that all the fun are over and that Raffles (my watch) is separated:( i miss all my watch members! and our buddy group Battuta too! although OBS is indeed very tiring and very demanding both physically and mentally, it's really fun and i really enjoyed myself so much! the activities itself are not 'that' fun, but the people there make it VERY FUN!

Day 1

i remember i was dragging obs so badly on the first day, cause i always thought obs is very very tough and that i'm going to suffer really badly throughout the whole trip. however, when i met up with my group members, they were really nice and it kinda cheer me up:) went kayaking on the first day after all the admin stuff were settled. capsizing, t-rescue and how to paddle! it's really fun to capsizing! i enjoyed it so much that i wanted to capsize unnecessarily!!! HAHAHA! learn to cook our own dinner with mess tins and solid fuel tablets, learn how to pitch a tent on my own too!:D seriously, i'm so proud of myself! heehee:D

Day 2

started the day with a 'mini' land expedition through the forests. the mosquitoes and sand flies are really damn irritating! biting everyone and making scratch like hell!!! damn the insects! after the land ex, we had trustfall and high element obstacle course! hahaha! learn about belaying and i did the obstacle course!! MAN! IT'S REALLY SCARY BUT VERY FUN!!! hahaha! i'm not nuts, it's true! walking on a wire while being belayed! the swinging log and the wire almost freaked me out completely, but i finished it:D WHEEEE!! heheh:) dinner was damn good! served by obs:) heehee! i'm starting to learn more about y watch members too:)

Day 3

went for the real land expedition! man, it's damn tiring! walking through the forest from around 10 or 11 plus to 4 plus in the afternoon! although the weather was good, rather cooling on that day, we were attacked by mosquitoes! alot alot ALOT! you could actually see the mosquitoes following behind everyone! YUCKS! despite the damn mosquitoes attack and the very very HEAVY bagpacks, the land ex was probably the best activity, because it really bond the whole watch! everyone was encouraging one another, helping each other out, looking out for checkpoints signs, sharing food and chatting. yes, it's very tiring, but the wonderful thing is that you are not walking alone! everyone is walking with you, everyone is suffering with you, everyone is having fun with you! the feeling to know that you are not alone is really good man! to know that you are supported by many people, to know that there are many people catching you when you fall is really great! despite all the sweat (didnt get to bathe as there are not bathrooms), the conflicts, the mosquitoes bites and many stuff, for that moment i know that our group are really bonded and united:D

Day 4

woke up really early just to go kayaking! hahaha. sea ex was even more demanding than land ex due to the seasickness that i experienced and the choppy currents:( again, although it's very tough as it's very physically draining and you can't really rest and slack much, and the fact that the sun is scorching really turn me off, you are not the only one experiencing all these! everyone is going through the same stuff as you! you are not alone! the feeling is really great, it represents unity and strength! RAFFLES, BATTUTA, HILARY AND DA GAMA! a total of 33 kayaks on the sea, having the same goal, striving towards the same destination! MAN, I'M REALLY HAPPY AND I REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF SO MUCH! heehee:) the instructors expected us to reach around 4, but guess what?!! we reached around 11 plus!! hahah! i'm so proud of everyone and my kayak was the first to reach the shore!! super satisfied!:D heehee. after kayaking, our watch went to do jetty jump. as its name denotes, we were to the jetty and jump down into the sea. so fun, cooling and satisfying! night trail was the last event of the day. scary but courage-boasting. reflected at the end of the day.

Day 5

it was a sad and dull day, as it marks the end of our obs journey:( did reflection on the whole journey and i realised i learn a lot of stuff and benefitted greatly from OBS. independence, initiative, survival skills, sensitivity, teamwork, mental strength etc... many many stuff! most importantly, i realised i could do a lot a lot more than what i ever thought i could do! stuff like belaying, kayaking, land expedition, surviving on my own... and i've make great friends along this journey! departure may be inevitable, but the friendship is forever. went home on my own...

although the whole trip is really tiring, draining and demanding, i never regretted going for it at all and i'm very very proud to say that. if it had not been for the trip, i would not have learn so many things, build up my own mental and physically strength and most importantly, make such wonderful and great friends!!! my fantastic instructor Princess Nadiah who went all the way with us, teaching me so many skills and sharing so many inspiring stories with me and my marvellous watch members Jerome, Izzy, Raihan, Sheikha, Doraemon, Joyce, Azhar, Aiman, Hui ping, Jeslina, Xiao Ting, Wan Fong, Chun Wee and Siti! PEOPLE, YOU ROCK ALL THE WAY!! THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL MEMORIES YOU HAVE GIVEN ME!:D

RAFFLES ROCKS ALL THE WAY! YAY!!

2007-10-22T19:35:00.000-07:00

hi everyone:) it' 22 october and today, i finally released that huge boulder which has been suffocating me since my promotional exams started and ended. i should be happy at this instant, because i know that i can be promoted, but i'm seriously not at all glad at this moment. yes, i have managed to pass all my subjects with grades that many considered 'not bad', but to me, i'm really and seriously not satisfied at all! imagine half the J1 cohort got an A for maths and you should be one of them because you know that you can, but you didn't! my heart really ached at that moment, but there's nothing i can do to change anything. sigh... but at least, my chemistry did not really disappoint me, though i thought it could be better. either way, someone told me that it's no point crying over spill milk and that's why, i guess it would be better if i stick to my cheerfulness:D make life easier for me and my friends!

lalalala! WAAAA! i feel so relieved now! after knowing that i can be promoted and that i did 'not bad' *that's what others think, i don't think so though* for my promos, i feel like celebrating! hahaha! and i've decided to work harder next year! i will definitely make a comeback and i will not disappoint the people around me anymore, that's what i promise myself! heehee:) Lalalal!

2007-10-02T21:34:00.000-07:00

WOO HOO!!~ END OF PROMOTIONAL EXAMS!! hehehe. i'm feeling so damn good at this moment, because exams are finally over!! YAY!!! i guess this period of time has been really tough and tiring, many people are so stressed over exams and i didn't have time to really rest well. finally, LIBERATION!! WHEEEEE!!! jiayou to all who are still having exams!! be it the promos, O'Level or A'level, it's definitely the last and final exam, so give it your best shot and no regrets!!! hahaha!

oh gosh, this year's exams is perhaps the worst exams that i ever sat for. it's really a super intense period of mugging and no time can be wasted. worst, even after mugging so hard for it, you may not get the As that you used to get in the past, which is perhaps the most demoralizing fact. sighhhh. i guess i gave it my best shot for all exams, i did my utmost and i have no regrets=D so whatever results i received, i will accept it most willingly:) heehee. i guess this is the most meaningful lesson that i've learnt since i first step into nj- to be contented with all that you have:)

hmmm, my life has changed quite drastically since last few months... i would not say i'm really adapting well to all the changes, but at least, i have grown accustomed to what i have currently:) hehehe. oh well, i just hope everyone is fine and happy, and that's enough:) heehee!! would really want to thank all those who stood by me during my difficult times. amy, yipeng, my kor and those good friends of mine:) thank you so much!! friends are still the most important people in my life, excluding my family:) heehee!!! lalalala! i guess i'm leading a good and comfortable life now, and i never regretted the decisions that i have made in the past!!!:D

WOW! i'm feeling super damn relax now! hahaha! listening to songs, playing psp and surfing the net! MAN, THIS IS THE MOST RELAXING LIFE I'VE EVER LIVED! hahahaha! don't say i'm exaggerating! unless you still feel that i've exaggerated after you sat for the NJ promos! heehee. seriously, the nj promos was really tough and everyone's so affected by the papers after the exams!! but it's okie, it's FINALLY OVER:) hehehe!! it feels like a tsunami has just subsided! lalalalal! I'M FEELING REALLY GOOD, in fact GREAT, at this instant!! WAHAHAHA!

2007-08-19T19:54:00.000-07:00

Hi people! haven't been blogging for quite a long time:( was super duper busy the past few weeks!! sob. but it's okay! i finally get to blog now!! hehe! happy:) hmm, a lot of stuff happened these few days, some which are really heart breaking. i guess those events have really hurt me badly and i really have to admit, the few days were so damn difficult to pass, but it's okay. i've overcome it and of course, the happy owner of this blog believes that there would be a beautiful rainbow awaiting me after every terrible storm:) hehe! so my dear friends, i'm very sorry if i have worried you guys during this period of time. sorry to all, but don't worry anymore! i'm more than fine now, i'm feeling good again!! maybe it's very difficult to pull through and lots of tears have fallen, but afterall, all it takes is just time right?! and the courage to stand up again! hahaha! i'll do it and i'll do it well!! hee! i'm fine and happy:)!

alright! enough of sad stuff! hmmm, sometimes i feel like i will die earlier than i should because of all the stress that i'm going through now!! it's like the never ending pile of homework are suffocating me! and the cruel fact that promos is like only one month away?!! MY GOSH! i feel like killing myself at times man:( nono, i should say, i feel like leaving everything unattended and undone at times man! but you know i can't!! guilt would overcome me completely and the thought of the murderous look on my teachers' face (hahaa, i'm exaggerating!=P), i would rather not risk it at all:) lalalala! sometimes it just cannot be help it because i'm a too good girl!=P hahhaha! alright, ya, promos is coming so i'm even more obliged to do my work! afterall, i'd a deal with my 'kor' that i must get 'A's like he does in the past and i'm definitely not planning to disappoint him, not even a single bit! maybe getting 'A's sounds a bit too incredible, but i'm going to give it my best shot! at least i know i won't have regrets:) heehee!!

PW's getting really hectic nowadays!! my group was rushing WR this afternoon and to my surprise, we are rather productive today! haha!! probably because Amy and Denny decided to observe peace today!=P i hope that they do it everyday so that my ears can have a loooonnnnnnnnnggggg break!:) heehee! but you know what? it can be really entertaining listening to them quarrel at times. haha! i'm really amazed at the way Amy shoots like them!! happy!!:) hehe!

alright, it's going to be a tiring week ahead and i'll have even more things to do.. got to try my best and jiayou le!! GO GO GO!! hehehe:) a smile can always help to brighten the days of many, so we should always smile, right?!! hehe:)

2007-08-05T11:28:00.000-07:00

Hi people!! it has been a really busy and tiring week for me!! hahaha! busy with a lot of stuff recently, such as homework, making of aqua mascot and a lot a lot more!! finally, i can get to rest:) GP VA's finished, aqua mascot almost done.. got to finish all the homework and i will be comopletely free for the week!! wahahaha!! should have a nice national day holiday!! so i must work hard in clearing my homework first!

have been spending the previous few days doing the aqua mascot:) it's 2 jellyfish from Sharktale and the soccer guys are going to wear it.. haha! i bet it's gonna be damn funny man!! muahahaha!:P although it's very time consuming, i really find it very fun to be involve in these sort of stuff:) hahaha! wheeeee!! really looking forward to national day holidays! hopefully i can have a good rest:) hahaha:)

busy with pw too. the year is ending and it means that my pw exams are coming soon. hmm, conflicts within the group are really hindering our group's progress but no matter how i try, i just couldnt resolve the conflicts between my group members.. sigh.. so disappointed in a groupmate of mine.. but i couldn't do much too! sian.. alright, nvm, i'm just going to make sure that most of the members are doing their part and that most of us are trying our best, that's more than enough:) hehe!

feeling tired.. don't really know what i'm blogging about.. shall continue another time..

2007-07-20T23:50:00.000-07:00

Hi people! i went to the airport today to send my brother's exchange programme buddy off. he came here for near to a month and is going back to Australia today. i guess he should be sleeping on the plane now..

The whole thing happens like this, my younger brother went on an exchange programme to Brisbane, Australia in May. he went for like, around 3 weeks and his buddy, Jordan, came at the end of May for around 4 weeks. so, in this 4 weeks, he stayed in my house and went to school with my brother every morning! hmm, i wasn't really used to having a stranger staying in my house at first, but it turned out quite well as time passed. he's friendly and very knowledgable and we have quite a lot of common topics to chat about, probably because he likes biology and is very interested in what i've been studying such as genetics and evolution. because of this, we do chat quite a lot when having meals about biology and history stuff.

But time passed really fast and 4 weeks are over... he went back home today on a flight at around 9pm and should be reaching Australia at around 7am tomorrow morning. hmmm, it's really sad for me... although i'm not as close to him as my younger brother is, i still treat him as a friend, maybe a good friend. so, it's very sad that he's going back today because we simply don't know when we will get to see him again after this departure. and guess what, my younger brother cried in the airport when he hugged his buddy. omg, that scene made me even more upset. i guess he felt really awful at that very moment. his buddy, who has spent like around 2 months with him, is leaving and returning to his own country... although 2 months is not really long, it's not really short too! strong friendship and bonds can be formed and i guess they have created an impact in each other's life and have leave really good memories in each other's heart... the memories are probably, the best thing Jordan has left for my brother and nothing could replace it... hopefully, our whole family will get to meet up with him soon and i really hope that he has enjoyed his stay in Singapore. it may not be perfect, but at least, i hope it gave him fond memories that he could take with him back to Brisbane:)

Seriously, i'm sad... my friend has gone back to his country:( *sobsob* nvm, let's hope that he's fine and happy!!

2007-07-14T22:25:00.000-07:00

HI! heehee:) happy today!! although this week and a few days of last week, something really bad happened, and i really regretted what i did, everything is finally fine now!! the sky is finally bright and sunny again after the storm!! *damn the storm man!* hahaha! HMMM, about what happened, i shall not disclose then:) it's not at all nice, so it's not at all worth mentioning, right?! heehee:) just know that the owner of this blog, who is ME, is happy, in fact very happy now, and that's enough! WAHAHA!

maybe i shall share some of my feelings here. seriously, the last few days had been really hectic and bad for me. firstly, homeworks and pw's stuff and documents are all pouring in at once! i really couldn't find time to finish them, even handling them alone is a big problem:( i've got like evolution tutorial and MCQ to do, chemistry energetics tutorial to finish, pw's EOM material to be found and many many more! and guess what's worst than all these?!?! i fell sick on monday!!! went for nail art class in the afternoon and came back with a fever:( so, i rested at home for 2 days and missed school on wed. as expected, i missed the lectures and lots of homework simply start piling. probably, the only lucky thing is that i'm receiving most of my common test papers now and teachers are mostly busy going through the answers and settling class issues:) therefore, i can afford to push some should-be-done homework to next week:) wheeeee!! but, i'm still like damn busy nowadays?!!! *sigh & sob*

secondly, it's bad because i really feel very lost the last few days. i almost lost someone who i really loved and cannot live without and i do not fear writing it here because this person is really important and dear to me. thankfully, i'm really grateful i didn't continue with my foolish thoughts, if not, i guess i would be filled with nothing but regrets now. also, thanks those who stood by me and suppported me at that time! if you all weren't there, i wouldn't have gone through those all by myself. thanks!

you know what? after studying in NJC for like more than half a year, i finally have one conclusion about the school. alright, the school is good in terms of academic results and CCAs, and some of the people and teachers there are really nice, HOWEVER (watch this word!), it's DAMN STRESSFUL! a few days ago, i sat in class and thought about the homeworks and stuff that i have to handle, i guess i almost went berserk at that instant! seriously, i almost really thought i would go insane at that moment. it's like... it just never occur to me before that people could actually really go crazy because of stress! i didn't really believe it when i heard stories of how brilliant students ended up in Woodbridge because they simply could not cope, but if you tell me the story now, i will believe. it really almost occured to me. BUT, afterall, NJC is a good school and i really like it! *grins!*

i'm going out tomorrow, although i still have loads of homework undone! hahaha! relaxation is something really important in our life and if you ever have the chance to relax, grab it! and never let go:) that's why, i'm going out with my dearest tomorrow! really miss him nowadays, so must spend time with him:) hehehe!!

alright, take care people!! life is kinda tough nowadays but bear with it!<--*my dear taught me that!* the sky will be bright and sunny again after the storm!! hehe! and you wouldn't be worst than me, i'm having a sore throat and cough now and I HAVE NO VOICE! how to talk?! you know how important talking is to such a noisy person like me?!! sighhh, but what can i do? WAIT FOR IT TO RECOVER LAH, WHAT ELSE?! *sobsob & sneezesneeze*

2007-06-30T22:58:00.000-07:00

HI PEOPLE!! i'm really really glad that common test is finally over! hmm, it's kinda difficult but it's the first official paper i had in NJ, so i'm taking it as a trial. i've expected myself to be disappointed on the day when the papers are returned, but i have prepared myself for the worst, so don't worry peeps! what's can be so disappointing? it's only a U grade at most, right? hehe. i do admit that i was hit very badly on the day where i had my maths and chemistry papers. it almost drove me to my tears when i finished the maths paper, but i did my best, i gave my best shot and i can be proud to tell everyone that i have no regrets:) although i do slack for some times, i mugged all i can in the holidays. so, the paper was unexpectedly difficult and i'm hoping for only a pass and i'll be really glad. perhaps the one big lesson that NJ has taught me is to be contented with all i have. i guessed i've not learn the lesson for these 16 plus years, only till the common test. haha, it sounds unbelievable, but it's true.

i went shopping with my beloved cousin, Veron, her good buddy, Hanling and my dearest today. it's really good to go shopping without any burden or fear that you couldn't finish studying on time again. the best of all is to be able to see my cousin, friends and my darling!! i guessed only some have experienced the kind of joy to see all your beloved again. it's like only a month, but it really seem like years to me!! hahaha. seriously, i'm not exaggerating at all!! perhaps it's because i have not tried not seeing my dearest for such a long time. so, this busy mugging month has created impact on me. hehe! it makes me treasure all the time that i have with the people around me more, especially him. heehee:)

hmmm, it's the last day of the great singapore sale today!! hehe! and of course, human's natural reaction would be to shop as much as you can, right?! hahaha! so, i went shopping crazily today!! actually, i bought quite a lot of clothes and stuff during this sale, but one more piece is never too much!! hehe:) happy! my day is even better with my great companions! thanks Ver, Hanling and my darling:) lalalala!! i bought a black top from Pandora's box today. its really nice and the price is alright, i guess. afterall it's great singapore sale now! so the prices are usually lower:) too bad, it ends tomorrow:( got to wait till the end of year sale or next year. nevermind, it's worth waiting, right shoppers?! heehee!

going to my uncle house tomorrow! my young cousin is holding a birthday celebration and i'm looking forward to it, cause i can get to see my other cousins!! AWWW, I REALLY MISS YING SO MUCH!! she's another really precious cousin to me! glad that i can see her tomorrow:) it's gonna be a great day tomorrow!! just like today!! hehe!!

lastly, thanks those who have given me a really good day today!! Especially my dearest, your company is always the best:) i really couldn't imagine myself shopping without you.. thanks:)

2007-06-11T23:57:00.000-07:00

hiya! *phew!* i almost did something that i will regret for life!! luckily, really really luckily i was rational enough to make the right decision:) hehe. if not, i guess i would be crying badly now.. *happy!* heehee..

2007-06-10T12:27:00.000-07:00

hi peeps! i drew a house today! haha. its actually a personality test that determines your character by the house that you draw! hahaha! thanks bobo for the link!!

my personality:

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

this is the house that i drew!

people, draw your house now too!! go to http://www.drawahouse.com/takethetest/index.asp?street=78c836a09780eb3c6ed850050b6d3f59 and have your house drawn!! hehe!

2007-06-05T23:18:00.000-07:00

hi peeps! kinda tired nowadays. my studying marathon started a few days ago and i'm really wearing out. actually, i was expecting chemistry to be rather fine, but it turned out not to be! i realised there are so much to memorise! luckily, i have the passion for it, if not i really will surrender man! sigh. worried about how i'm going to finish memorising biology. just thinking of the tonnes of notes, my gosh. sigh.

went to the woodlands regional library today. haha. sounds a bit crazy because i'm staying in the west area and what am i doing over at woodlands? hahah. no peeps, i'm not crazy. my mama went to woodlands to join my auntie for karaoke, so i accompanied her and went to the library to study instead. poor me, everywhere i go, i need to bring my notes along:( oh, yingying joined me at the library! haha, rather surprising, but she's having exams like any other students do. hehehe. so, not at all surprising:) hmm, i was expecting someone to appear in the library, but the person didn't turn up. to be true, i'm disappointed, but it's okay. i shouldn't be expecting much either. lalalalala!

i'm down with a flu right at this moment! so sudden! my gosh, i'm feeling really tired and i guess i'm resting soon. sigh. and what make things worst is that my dearest is in camp now!! sian. he's having camp in school until tomorrow!! sobsob. i miss him so much. hope that his camp ends soon. *pray hard* sobsob...

2007-05-23T20:30:00.000-07:00

HI PEOPLE! i had fun in the morning! haha:) went to school for my SISC week duty! that is to be the gamemaster for the don't-know-call-what game. heehee! it's rather fun! <--not the game, but the people involved in the game made it fun. i have 3 foreigners in my group, one from Korea, one from Thailand and one from China! hmmm, i do admit that there are some communication problems because the foreigners are not very fluent in their english and i can't really catch them at times:( but believe me, they are really geniuses!! the korean guy specialised in all kinds of physics! and he takes astronomy too! imagine taking astronomy in the university level! my gosh, i'm really impressed! the Thailand guy takes all three sciences! all at university level too! omg!! how does he cope with it?! and the China girl. i'm expecting her to be really good in sciences in order to be sent to Singapore for the science challenge, but guess what?she's not trained in sciences!! she's an Arts student! *faint* i'm really am very very impressed. *salute them* hahaha. our local students are up to standard too! there's three from our local junior colleges, one from RJ *wows!*, one from TJ *impressive!* and one from NJ *of course good la! my school leh:) hahah!* hmm, they performed well, and the winner is the girl from TJ!! she did really well in answering the questions (they are damn difficult! i couldn't answer most of it!) and planning her strategy. hahaha:) oh, the RJ is funny as in he's an Arts student too! and he couldn't really answer most of the questions, so he ended up helping me as the banker (didn't really help actually, he just took over my job! hahah!) but seriously, though the game is boring, i had a fun time chatting and interacting with the people:)

the blogger who is blogging now is currently down with a very very bad flu. its almost killing me man:( caught it a few days ago, and i went to see a doctor today. currently, the medicine is not really working much, but i hope it will cure me asap. i have enough of all the blowing of nose and sneezing. my nose is really pain and it's really very tiring. sigh. hope that i will recover soon:) *pray hard:)* lalalalala!

2007-05-18T14:31:00.000-07:00

YO PEEPS! i went for the CLDDS night yesterday! my gosh, the plays are really fantastic!! they are so entertaining and the actors and actresses are really up to standard! hahaha! i'm really impressed man! guess what? JASON PEH(our OGL) acted!! hahaha. he's really funny and cute! hahahahhaa. gonna tease him when i see him next time. by the way, he acted as a little boy:) hahahha!

was really getting busy nowadays:( just had my bio test on thu. it was not bad and i feel so relieved that its finally over. seriously, i have been quite worried about it for the past few days as i didn't have the time to study at all! i was very busy with helping aqua to prepare for sports day. so, i only managed to read through most of it:( nvm, the test is over!! LIBERATION! hahaha:) oh ya, AQUA WON THE OVERALL CHAMPION FOR SPORTS DAY! woo hoo!! hahah! this is really damn good news! you know how much aqua HAT spend on the banner and preparing for that very day? i think they deserved all this! THEY REALLY DO DESERVE TO BE OVERALL CHAMPION! good job aqua HAT, the runners and everyone who has helped!! hahaha:) i'm really very happy for AQUA!! AQUA ROCKS! heehee:)

i have NO SCHOOL ON MONDAY again!! wheeeeeeeee!! the school is celebrating the opening ceremony for the Singapore International Science challenge! SOOO, NO LESSONS! wheeeeeee!!hahaha:) i can finally rest at home after several busy weeks! *grins*

2007-05-06T22:54:00.000-07:00

its a boring day today.. i'm practically rotting at home again, doing the homework that never ever seem to finish! my gosh, i really can't deny that i'm mugging almost everyday. there is no reason to! i guess many others would be doing the same thing as me, mug mug mug. yea, sooner or later, people will start hearing me say sentences like 'ohhhh, mugging rocks man!' or 'aww, i simply love mugging! its the best activity on earth!' sigh.. my weekday life is getting real boring:( poor me.. but the great thing is, i met my dear today! wahahah! he's the best thing that ever happen to me man, besides my family:) heehee! so happy to see him! and my korkor! he came back from army yesterday! woohoo!! so damn happy! finally, my wonderful korkor is back to teach me maths! i miss him man!! and my maths is getting really terrible! haha! seriously, HE'S THE BEST KORKOR ON EARTH man! he won't flare even if i disturb him for the whole day with nonsense! haha. omg, KORKOR ROCKS MAN! hahha:) i'm happy now:)

NO SCHOOL TOMORROW! wheeeeeee!! PEEPS, AREN'T YOU ALL JEALOUS TO SEE THAT? hahha. but there's really no school tomorrow. usually, it would be boring to rot at home on weekdays, but not tomorrow when you have maths lecture test, biology spa and so many other things to do on tuesday! one extra day is definitely not too much! heehee:) and a bonus for me is that baby's coming tomorrow!! wheeeeeee!! the baby that my mama just babysit recently is so cute!! so chubby and trust me, she' DAMN CUTE!! my gosh, irresistable man! but i can't carry her:( sob. mama doesn't allow, saying that she is too young. its dangerous for me to carry her:( sighhh. nvm then, i shall wait till she's older!! hahah! BABIES ARE THE CUTEST LIVING THINGS ON EARTH MAN! heehee:) *nods nods*

lalalala, feeling rather tired today. gonna go rest soon:) but before that, i'm gonna play mario first! hahha. my dear's been complaining that i might get addicted to it, but i guess not. afterall, i didn't have the kind of free time to play everyday and addiction requires time! hehe.. so, DEAR, I'M NOT ADDICTED AND EVEN IF I'M, ITS WILL BE ADDICTED TO YOU! hahah:) okie, gonna stop lo:) wheeeeeeee! i'm still happy now:)

2007-04-30T12:07:00.000-07:00

SOOO SIAN... its 11.54 am and i'm rotting at home because i'm sick:( sigh. was down with a bad flu yesterday so wasn't feeling good enough to go school today. sob. woke up in the morning, hoping that i can go school, but was knocked out by some giddy spells that attacked me right in the morning. so, i went back to sleep and only woke up at around 10. its so damn boring to stay at home, rotting and contributing carbon dioxide to the atmosphere but what can i do? ahhhhhhhhh!! i should have gone school today!!! omg, so full of regrets. nvm, since i'm sick, i shall be a good girl and rest at home then. lalalla!

HOMEWORK IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!! sobsob. i have been so busy dealing with homework these few days that they are really driving me NUTS!! MATHS, CHEMISTRY, ECONS!! oh man!! someone save me!! sighhh.. *yawn* feeling tired. gonna go rest lo!! hehe!

2007-04-17T18:38:00.000-07:00

HI PEOPLE!

wahahaha! no lessons tomorrow!! wheeeee!! so happy:) its NJC Campaigning day tomorrow!! so the whole school will be busy listening to speech and debates tomorrow! hahaa. happy:) seriously, i just want to get it over and done with, cause its a total waste of time to me. others may find joy in doing it, but that's because they all have a common goal, that is to serve the school. no, not that i don't want to serve the school, but i just don't want to serve the school through council. afterall, there are many other ways to serve the school too! i do admit that the council has very very nice people like my former house cap and vice cap, Sasha and Joanne, my current house cap, Sam. they are really very very nice and the important thing is that they stand by us, even during difficult times. but sometimes, you can't join something for the sake of some people. yes, they are very nice, but joining the council because there are such nice seniors there aren't really the logical thing to do, especially when there are like only a few nice seniors. to be true, i really dislike most of the people in the council. but i won't go against them. afterall, they are still the largest group of people in our school who represents the student body. so, they deserve some respect, but not anything more than that from me. hopefully, the day will be fun tomorrow. maybe, its the only official day in school that we don't have to attend lessons and discuss boring tutorials. hahaha.

feeling rather tired today. had pe but i didnt finish my 2.4:( feeling very sad about it. my legs ached too badly to continue running. guess my muscles were torn during the five stations. hmmm, shall rest well before i run again on friday ba. hope that the weather will be fine on friday too!! didn't really like the idea of running under the scorching sun:( that's what i did today.. lalalal!

okie, shall end here:) overall, its a boring day today!:( and i miss my dear so much...

2007-04-12T21:07:00.000-07:00

HI PEOPLE!

finally, i have time to blog! haha. sorry peeps, have been very busy nowadays. trying to get myself being voted OUT of council. heehee:) a bit crazy to some people, yes, it is. lotsa people have asked me the question why? but the answer is too simple. i dislike the way the council works, i dislike the people in council, overall, I DISLIKE EVERYTHING OF THE STUDENT COUNCIL, especially the teacher-in-charge. shall not say much about the council, because i feel that they are not fit to appear in my blog. too bad then. people of njc, pls, PLS DON'T VOTE FOR ME IF YOU READ THIS POST! i don't want my two years in NJ to live in misery. thanks foryour cooperation. i really appreciate your understanding. Instead, you can vote for Shermin!! she's no 61! look out for her and VOTE FOR HER!! hahaha:)

the week's finally ending! haha! hmm, gonna drag tomorrow i guess. friday is the most boring day of the week, because of the subjects on that day. imagine having two periods of PW, econs lecture, maths lecture, MATHS TUTORIAL... not that i drag maths, no i don't. in fact, i like maths! but maybe, the teacher is too boring that i dragged attending maths tutorial:( if only maths and PW tutorials were like chemistry tutorials! OMG, its the best thing to ever happen!! chem tutorial simply rocks man!! my teacher, also my civics tutor, really ROCKS!! he's really a super duper nice and good teacher!! very VERY INSPIRIING!! trust me, he's the only teacher who i have ever approached for advices and counselling in my life!! thanks Mr Goh (my teacher!!) lalalalal! hmmm, i'm having P.E tomorrow!! haha. guess its 2.4. but it doesn't really matter though:) somehow, i find myself starting to enjoy and like running! maybe it really helps me in releasing the stress that i'm going through and yes, as what caslin has said, its the only lesson that does not require the brain! HAHA! hope i do well for NAPFA. don't wanna go for p.e remedial!!:(

going out for dinner with my dearest tomorrow!! haha. so happy! seriously, i haven't seen him for almost a week and i really miss him so damn much!! sigh. though being in different schools will lessen the time we get to see each other, but i think its a good experience for us. i was thinking about me and him(my dear!) when i was on the train home today. hmmm, should i say that we have gone through quite a lot of obstacles together since the day we decided to be together? i could still recall that very day when he left for malaysia for his soccer training last year. i cried on the train with veron beside me when i received a very simple message from him on my way home after shopping with him. after that, we had a series of quarrels which all couples would definitely experience through their love life. hmm, i will not deny that we do quarrel at times, even now we still do, but through quarrels, i realise i have understand him so much better! i believe he has learnt a lot of new things about me through the quarrels too. yes, some guys may find girls being unreasonable at times, yelling and shouting for no particular reason, but all of us have our temperaments too. guys do experience mood swings too, maybe just not as often as girls. seriously, i really admire the way my darling put up with all my nonsense through this period of time. he has openly admitted that he had been angry with me at times for being unreasonable and he just couldn't understand why i'm behaving like this, but he put up with everything! i can tell everyone proudly that haoli has never scold or yell at me at all, since we start till now, not a single bit! haha! i really appreciate everything that he has done for me!! to think of it now, being in different schools is not a total bad thing too. quarrels are minimised and absence really makes the hearts fonder!! i feel so happy to see haoli every week and i look forward to seeing him every week! even if we don't go shopping, mugging is a good activity too!! hehe! it may sound so boring to some people, but its definitely not when you do it with the person you love so much! haha. every minute and second spent together means to me, simply because we are not in the same school. maybe, being separated in different schools will help us to treasure the time we have together more, treasure the other party more! and maybe, if we survive through jc, it will help a lot when he goes for NS. haha! yea, i'm thinking too much, but i will try to maintain the relationship as best as i can! lalalala!!

hahaha, too much about the me and my dear, gonna stop here!! shall continue another time!! hopefully after my campaigning! heehee. i'm going to pray that i get voted OUT of council!! haha!! people, wish me luck! thanks:)

2007-04-07T23:47:00.000-07:00

yo peeps!! haha. enjoyed my day man!! was kinda busy and tiring, but overall, its still quite fun!! hmm, gonna be so damn busy with council stuff for this 2 weeks. campaigning starts this monday, but the campaigning day is on 18 april. lalala. have a speech to make and a fund-raising event to run. haha. guess its going to be damn fun!! wheeeeeeeee!! however, im going to be very busy too!! got so many stuff to do at one go!! like chemistry project, council campaigning, pw... sigh. hope i can cope with it!! if not, its gonna be big trouble for me lo:( lalalala.

went shopping with my dearest today!! so happy!! haha. no one is to blame me for being this crazy about just going out with him, alright?! its only ONCE A WEEK!! poor me. can you imagine? waiting for a whole week and finally, FINALLY, YOU CAN SEE HIM!! omg! DEAR, I MISS YOU SO BADLY!! hahahhaha! too sweet for some. nevermind, sugar can be digested and stored as glycogen!! heehee:) went for movie!! MR BEAN's holiday. hahah. quite funny, but a bit lame though. enjoyed it!! entertainment is so important to me nowadays!! wheeeeee!! partly of my enjoyment was due to hl's presence too! hahaha. now, you see the power of a stimulant!! its really great man!! hahaha *i'm crapping and writing nonsense! some stimulants are bad for health ks?! * after movie, we were home!! haha! short day, but i enjoyed it greatly:) thanks dear, you are the best!!

came online to chat with XUELI at around 10 plus!! haha. she's still as funny!! firstly, she started with some nonsense *i shall not be so specific about what she said!* then some stuff happen and i wasn't very song with one of my friends. SO, this wonderful XUELI 'counselled' me and give me so many advice and da dao li! haha. So cute right?!! eh peeps, don't be deceived by her dao look when she doesn't speak ks? she damn WARM and NICE! and SHE ROCKS MAN!! hahah!! XUELI! THANKS SO MUCH!! you are great man! really GREAT!

went over to veron house yesterday night after shopping to get my campaign-required stuff done. omg, veron is just another one of the greatest things that ever happen to me man! (apart from good friends and best dear!) she's so nice to offer her help for the A4 photo which i need:) and she did most of the photo-related stuff for me, cause i'm not as inclined as ver is in such IT stuff. nevertheless, she did a FANTASTIC JOB!! ver, THANKS SO MUCH!! you are really great too! hee:) peeps, you know what? cousins are likely to be alike!! in terms of looks and tastes!! although ver doesn't look much like me, we have kind of the same taste! *notice: i.m not referring to fashion taste!! haha!* i was looking for a bag yesterday during shopping and we (me, ver and hanling) saw this puma bag. it comes with three colours, white, red and green. guess what colour i choose? obvious right? GREEN! haha. and ver preferred the green one too! Hanling, although i must admit that the white one is nice, but i prefer green stuff more:) heehee. both ver and hanling are really good companions for shopping man!! lalala!! okie, i enjoyed both yesterday and today man! the people who accompanied me are really great!! thanks everyone!!

since i'm going to be quite busy recently, i may not have the time to blog as much as before anymore:( nevertheless, i will still try to blog whenever i'm free ks? haha. okie, gonna stop here!! shall continue another time!! :)

P.S: NJ's indian dance team just finished their syf and they got a gold with honours!! omg!! its so good!! congrats to shermin, who is in the team! i'm so proud of you!!:)

2007-04-01T20:11:00.000-07:00

HI peeps!! HAPPY APRIL FOOL!! hahah. nice day!! got tricked by nice bobo early in the morning! how 'NICE' of bobo hoh! i thought what had i done wrongly!! omg, it really shocked me so badly man. eh, bobo, if you happened to read this post, warning hoh!! no more of such shocking stuff!! if you wanna play, use something that has a lesser impact!! thanks. i will REALLY APPRECIATE it. hahahhaa.

went to hl's house to study today!! wheeeeee!! learnt how to do mathematical induction!! so happy! hehe:) thanks dear for teaching me!! lalallala. was kinda tired today, cause i woke up so early today!!:( was afraid that i might be late(meeting hl ma...) so didn't dare to slp too much! sigh. gonna sleep earlier tonight. heehee. finished all my homework!! AWWW, I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF!! haha.

hmmm, after a week, that crazy guy finally stop harrassing me lo!! wheeeeeee!! seriously, there is this crazy stalker in my school, who has been 'harassing' me. dumb guy! he literally scared me out of my wits! and worried haoli so badly that he chiong back to NJ immediately after i told him about that issue. haha. luckily, he stopped. i guess he was frightened by hl and my friend, xueli ba!! haha! Thanks Hl (dearest!!) and Xueli sooooo much!! *LOVE Xueli SO MUCH!!* hahahha! i really appreciate everything that you all have done for me!! xiexie!! heehee... *phew* i feel so relieved! no more stalker in school!! lalallala:)

P.E lessons have been so vigorous that i realised i have ran a lot in school:( hmmm, 9 rounds in a week. its low kick to the touch rugby and soccer players, but its BIG BIG DEAL to me. you see the thing is that i'm so unfit and no stamina at all, 9 rounds is really a killer to me man!! especially in the mercy of that hot sun!! *sobsob! sneeze sneeze!* but nvm, i will endure through de!! and i must get a silver for NAPFA!! if not got p.e remedial lo:( where got this kind of thing de?!! hai. got to work on my 2.4km and sit-and-reach lo!! heehee! ahhhhhhhhhh, i miss my dear:P hahaha!

I'm so damn busy everyday!! gosh!! seriously, who would ever believe that i'm a mugger?! but peeps, you know what?! circumstances in NJ FORCE me cannot DON'T be a mugger:( sigh.. why like that?!! hai... okie lo, want me mug izzit? then mug LO! mug LA! what can i do? hai. poor me!! *sneeze sneeze!* haha. okie, no more nonsense le. i gonna stop here!! continue next time then!! wheeeeeeee!!

2007-03-13T07:50:00.001-07:00

Yo peeps! today's a boring day man! sigh. woke up with a terrible headache this morning and somehow, my fan doesn't seem to be working! its like freaking hot nowadays!! wonder if i'm the only person experiencing that? lalalallaa. went out yesterday!!! enjoyed it and was really happy! happy because i met up with hl!!! OH MAN, I MISS HIM BADLY!! hehe. wheeeeeeee!! hl rocks my world!! L--e him sia!!!! *blush* heehee.

went to sakae for sushi buffet yesterday!! tako rocks too (though not as much as hl does! =P) hehehe. i'm getting really mushy nowadays, with a bit of craziness in it. hahaha. but does it even matter? i'm happy with it, that's it! lalalala. enjoyed the meal with veron, hanling (ver's friend!) and my dear. oh! learn how to play a new game too! seriously, the game is really fun, along with the forfeit! haha. look at the way hl is being punished, with the fried tofu, tako etc. poor him! for once, i guess he found eating a kind of torture ba. afterall we were really full!! bloated i would say. imagine having to force food into your mouth when you are already so bloated! its purely self-torture!! hahaha! oh well, it does have entertainment value though! hee! sorry dear, but i did enjoy the scene where you were forced to eat the food =P. lalalala.

went to do some shopping after finishing the food. ver and hanling went to orchard instead (i guess?). hl got himself a rather simple wallet. didn't buy anything much for myself though, merely two bottles of nail polish. wheeeeeee!! nevertheless, shopping still rocks!! i guess this sentence stands for most of the girls, right?! hahaha.

class outing, or should i phrase it in this way, an outing which involve both the senior and junior class, is this saturday. hmmm, kinda looking forward to it. its a day which i could meet up with friends who i'm really missing and have lotsa fun! YEA! hahaha! ooops! i guess the playful personality of mine just couldn't be suppressed, especially in the face of such fun!! hehehe. but before i could really enjoy myself, i have to settle the mountain of homework that is waiting for me. guess the papers are eagerly waiting for me to finish them. lalalal. *i'm really getting crazy! i could actually feel how the papers feel?! oh man!!* okay, nevermind. it doesn't really matter if i could feel how they feel (what nonsense am i writing? how can papers feel?!). its a tiring day for me!! i'm going to get some beauty sleep of mine!! wheeeeeeeee! nights peeps!

2007-03-11T19:05:00.000-07:00

HI peeps of 07S06!! the senior-junior class outing will be set on 17 March, saturday. The venue will be Marina cove and activities will be decided on the day itself. dinner will be steamboat unless there is any objection and ppl who object, please come up with other suggestions. Besides, everyone please brainstorm on what to do on that day!! The date of the outing is confirmed. further changes will be noticed. Thanks peeps!! Enjoy your day!!

P.S People who cannot make it, please leave a comment or tag or inform me!! Xiexie!! Spread the news too!!

2007-02-25T07:47:00.001-08:00

hi peeps! so long never blog lo! haha. was super tired and busy nowadays ba. busy with homework and mostly the same stuff ba. hahaha. lalala. chinese new year was great! went to cousins house. haha. lalalal! cny rocks! cause its the best time to slack without feeling guilty! woo hoo!! hahaha. lots of stuff happened this few weeks ba. firstly, something happened to a good friend of mine! :( sigh. was so worried for her. however, now that she's fine le! ahha. YAY! good good! hehe. then, hl *left* the soccer team. hmm, maybe it was good for him in some ways ba. good for us too. afterall, hl has been very busy with soccer trainings all the while that he has not much time left for me :( sobsob. poor me. but its okay, afterall its his commitment. haha. but now? hahahah! *grinning to myself* he's free!!! yay!! not that his trainings are some sort of torture to him, but its just that he's kinda tired of it too. imagine having trainings practically everyday!! if its me, i would have kill myself long ago lo! haha. lalala. those who know my character well enough would understand! haha. i don't like to be tied to all these training and stuff la. no freedom = no life! haha. me? no life? IMPOSSIBLE! wahahha. FREEDOM ROCKS MY WORLD!! just like hl rocks my world too! hehehe.

lalalal, i've been missing books nowadays!! where are my books and favourite authors?! sobsob. i hope i have a private library! *i must be dreaming!* hahah. gonna go to the library someday!! MUST! lalallaa. went for the council interview last thu. hahaha. it was kinda funny la, though the interviewers were quite hostile-looking. (they don't smile, AT ALL!) was made to do a cheer! but that's okie la. the worst was that i was to do it myself!! means no one would respond!! AHHHHHH! finally, i realise the importance of extras! hahahha. *i'm so evil* hehe. afterall, its fun!! hehe. hope i get in!! wheeeee!!

my cute darling is so cute anf funny lo!! haha. maybe he's becoming more open or what, but he's definitely more brave lo! haha. can actually tell me openly that he wants to be my future hubby wor! and what is more amazing is that he doesn't mind me blogging about this! hahaha. so, i assume he doesn't mind peeps knowing his wei da de li xiang hoh! ahhahhaa. lalala. *i'm really evil sia!* hehe. but its really sweet man! heehee. so cute and so sweet of him!! l--e him so much! lalalala!

gonna have a busy week ahead! :( nvm, shall endure. hais. worried about the posting results. i hope, i really really hope that everything will turn out well, or at least, miracle can happen, for the sake of me and him. seriously, i really don't know how to imagine life without him?! its like, something is missing!! sobsob. hais, shall hope everything turns out well ba :) gonna pray hard! heehee.

2007-02-06T07:30:00.000-08:00

HI peeps! haha. have not been blogging for so long le! haha. miss my bloggie sia. the o'level results will be officially released on friday! haha. not really happy but not really sad too! having waited for so long, i can finally get the results le. hahaha. hope i will do well and return to nj! hope hl will do as well so that we can both return to nj! yay! heehee. lalalala.

went bugis this afternoon cause i was released so early today! haha. wheeeeeee! went to get myself a bag! haha. so cute lo! the bag has the shape of a bunny! heehee. and it allows self customizing! ahaha. i'm gonna make it look super duper cute! oh! one more good thing about that bag! its a super good pillow! can sleep in class le! heehee. wheeeeee!

was super duper busy these few days! with hw and many other stuff. sigh. dont know what is wrong lo! teachers giving so many homework! omg! my everydays are spent with nothing but homework! sigh. but of course, got my dear with me also! wheeeeee! okie, at least life is not at bad le. ahahaha. lalallaal.

hope that everyone's results will be good!! WOOSH!! heehee. =D

2007-01-27T22:42:00.000-08:00

HI ppl! its been a busy week for me! busy with so many stuff, such as homework which are coming in almost everyday, my shooting practices as the trial is drawing nearer, hmmm, almost everything ba. didnt really have time to do shopping much, maybe only in the weekends. this is so unlike in the past, where i could go shopping any time i like! even going out in weekends requires consideration first, due to my heavy workload. sigh. this is worst for my dear, who has soccer practices almost everyday! glad that he could still at least finish his homework on time.

was chatting with boyi currently on msn and he brought up a point, which is too true, and is happening to most of the people around us. has anyone realise that many stuff have changed in just a month? the people who we used to hang out with and who we are hanging out with currently? the people who we used to chat on the phone with and who we are chatting on the phone with now? the people who were once closed to our hearts and who are now closed to our hearts? indeed, many things have changed, with or without our notice. i guess most of us were not conscious of the change, but it is something that had happened. sad to say, the change in the environment, the choice of different path to different schools, the lack of communication due to various reasons led to this inevitable great change. even being in the same school, communication can be limited. it still depend on one self afterall. are you willing to take some time out to call a friend who you used to chat with almost everyday? do you mind taking the trouble to go to your friend's class just to say hi? or do you even care about their existence, even if both of you are no longer in the same school? i agree that human changes, but will all these ever change? no one knows, but maybe its time to question ourselves. maybe, i'm missing my friends subconsciously. maybe i'm.......

veron came my house this afternoon to get me to teach her physics. sigh. its known that my physics is a private limited. did manage to teach her some basic concepts, but stuff like a ripple tank sounds so foreign! i tried my best le. hope its of some help to her ba. haha. went to tiong with her after that to get ourselves ice-cream! oh man, ice-cream really rocks!! super duper tasty!! yay! ver and ice cream rocks! hehehe. lalalala. i slack at home almost the whole day. *guilty though, but can't be help it! afterall i finished my homework!*

planning to go out tomorrow, to orchard ba. helping hl to get clothes for chinese new year! wheeeeeeee! cny is coming!! but its after the release of o'level results. sigh. hope all will do well ba! finally can go out play lo! wheeeeee! hope to see everyone soon too! to be true, i'm missing my friends....

2007-01-14T00:05:00.001-08:00

YO peeps! orientation is finally over! its extremely fun and enjoyable! but everything ended last night. hahaha. we were having so much fun this whole week, excluding the external hunt that stretched from Pasir Ris to Woodlands for my OG. that was the only thing that was boring. imagine travelling on the bus and train for so long to pasir ris just to play some not-exciting-at-all games in the pasir ris park and area, then all the way to woodlands, not to play any game, but just to report. how interesting?! haha. i spent around 4 bucks on just the travelling fee! sigh. went to king albert park to have dinner that night with my OG. hahaha. its was very fun! hahaha. the peeps in my OG are friendly and it is really nice to have them as classmates! hahhaa. my OGLs are super fantastic too! they are really making wonders man! OGLs and 07S06 rock all the way!! WHEEEEEEE! had war games where we played water bombs yesterday morning. got really wet and wild! hahaha. wonderful! orientation ended with a dance party yesterday night. went really really crazy during the party! was dancing on the platform and yelling like a lunatic. hahaha. made me wonder when was the last time i enjoyed myself to the fullest. to be true, NJC ROCKS MAN! hahaha.

went shopping with ying to get cny clothes today. bought a red poker dot dress and two tops. very nice! hahaha. super tiring trip cause i went to three places just to get these stuff! first was marina square, followed by chinatown and lastly, bugis junction. the first two places were FANTASTIC lo. didn't even get ANYTHING there sia. all those were bought in bugis. sigh. waste my time going to those two areas man. dumb me. plus i made yingying to walk so much with me. evil me. sorry ying! =( make up to you another day. heehee.

went to sentosa after that to have dinner with my Nj clan. SHACKLETON ROCKS! <-- shackleton is my clan name! nice right? *nods nods* hehe. did a bad thing man. sigh. was feeling very tired and sian ma, so gave hl that kind of bo-chap and super-sian look. i guessed it affected him quite badly too. sigh. sorry dear. guessed you must have been really pissed by me. feeling super guilty now. its like, i'm so evil and yet, he never flares at me! what is wrong with me?! sian. i'm always doing the wrong stuff to the wrong person. ppl who i should treat nicely are not being treated nicely by me. something is really very wrong with me! sigh. i need to be cured, by no one, but myself. i'm beginning to hate myself, for what i'm doing. hai.

2007-01-14T00:05:00.000-08:00

2007-01-08T19:16:00.000-08:00

YO peeps! haha. i'm blogging today too! haha. updating about my orientation! haha. the first good thing that happened at the start of the day is that i went into class 07S06! hahah. this class is dominated by nan huarians and my dear is in the same class as me!! YAY! haha. adding to this great news is that i got the same OGLs back! OMG! you know how lucky i am, to get the same OGLs and have many friends and my dear in the same class as me! WHEEEE! haha. i'm really in luck, should go buy toto hoh. hahaha.

Orientation started with OG bonding session where we played whacko and ice breaker. hahaha. played a game called 'elope'. quite a difficult game to explain, so i shan't do it then. hahaha. lalalal. after that, we went for our mass dance lessons. OMG, the dance is really difficult! really really tough and tiring. i really admired the OGLs who have mastered all the 3 mass dances. just one is enough to kill me, let alone THREE! coupled with the difficult dance steps was the hot weather. the blazing sun was driving me crazy and making me feel faint, as we were dancing in the parade square in the AFTERNOON. what a nice time to dance in the open! lalallala. was really famished when i finally ate some food.

lunch was simple and we had a clan bonding session after it. oh, i forgot to introduce the different houses, or clans as they are called, in Nj. the whole orientation, named The Odyssey, actually started with an introduction of the clans and the origins of them. the different clans put up a marvellous performance, showing us the different origins of each noble clan. it was really COOL and FANTASTIC! the performance was really fabulous! hahaha. i wonder if those who danced are professional dancers. heehee. the different clans are aerius aka alvarez being the purple house, aqua aka azara being the blue house, ignis aka ingstad being the red house, lignum aka lopez being the orange house, solaris aka shackleton being the yellow house and last but not least, terra aka torres being the green house! COOL right?! *nods vigorously* hahhaa. i happen to be in SHACKLETON! YAY! hehe. i love my clan, my class and my OGLs!! YAY! they ROCK man!!!

Gonna have a tiring day tomorrow i guess. having station games tomorrow! omg, 16 stations leh! will get very wet and gonna be wild ba! lalallaa. luckily, my mass dance lessons will not be in the parade square again. being at the mercy of the sun is really unlucky lo! hope i can rot in the hall tomorrow!! WHEEEE!

Super duper tired today. shall continue another day, depending on my mood. hehe. take care, peeps! =D

2007-01-07T07:19:00.000-08:00

YO! so long never blog lo! haha. school has re-opened and for me, who is currently in Nj for first three months, life is boring. sighh. firstly, my real orientation has not started! it only starts tomorrow! most schools have already finished their orientation and we haven't even started! sigh. so peeps, guess what i have been doing these three days after school reopens? practically rotting in the hall, listening to boring talks of teachers introducing compulsory subjects in Nj, attending introductory classes in which teachers of different departments introduced the syllabus of the subject they are teaching. SO, of course its boring, but its part and parcel of the 'whole' orientation. hahaha.

Secondly, i'm changing OG (orientation grp) tomorrow! cause we are going to be re-grouped into new OGs according to our classes. sigh. we have just make friends from our current OG, then we have to be separated and have to make new friends again. omg, what is all these about?! forming bonds and breaking them and forming bonds again? are we playing bonds game? or applying the concepts we have learnt about chemical bonding from chemistry? that bonds can break and form anytime, anywhere? sigh. sad to be separated from my OG. the peeps are nice and interesting! and my OGLs are super duper nice! bought sweets for us on friday. so thoughtful of them. hope i have friends who i know going into the same OG as me and hope i get the same OGLs! but i guessed its not so possible to have the same OGLs ba. nvm, i shall wished for friends who i know and nice OGLs! haha. lalalalal.

Orientation starting tomorrow is gonna be fun. just looked at the schedule. will be having fun games (at least i believed the games are fun) and mass dancing! COOL! hahha. but i saw the video on the mass dance le and its definitely difficult! its almost the standard of professional hip-hop dancing! haha. but its definitely gonna be fun learning the steps too! heehee.

Although last week was boring, we were having some rapport-building games with our OGs and learning some cheers of Nj too. learning cheers was the best out of everything man. the OGLs were SOOOOO HIGH! haha. they literally brought the whole atmosphere in the hall to the peek! WHEEEEE! hahah. i was as crazy as the OGLs, jumping and yelling in the hall. hahaha. but of course, there were some who were not as enthu ba. guessed they didn't find it interesting ba and so, they didn't enjoy it, i guess. haha. nvm, i enjoyed it and that's it!!! WHEEEEEE!

Went back to nan hua on sat morning for cca extravaganza! hmm, it was quite fun and my juniors improved so much! haha. well done NHCO! was very glad to see my juniors too. hehe. met up with a lot of teachers too. had a nice chat with many of them and the teachers were still as friendly as before! awww, i'm glad to have them as my teachers once! hahaha!
went to pool after that with yingying! so fun! didn't go pool for so long le. enjoyed it so much!!! hehe. and i won!!! YAY! but ying improved quite a lot (actually we are both noobs la)! haha. good good! next time jio her or my dear or my friends to go play with me! WHEEEE! a bit pool-craze. cause its really FUN! hahah. peeps, jio me to pool next time also leh. i will try to make it de! haha. lalalla.

Wonder when is the O'lvl results going to be released. sigh. im worried, to be true. worried about whether me and my dear could make it back to Nj. sigh. but there's no point to be worried too. everything is fixed. i can't change it anymore. nvm, i shall wait for the date where it will be released, and be prepared for it. haha. lalallala.

Peeps! i shall continue another time ba. hehe. take care, peeps! =D

2006-12-27T00:21:00.000-08:00

Hieeee! Merry Belated Christmas to everyone! haha. Though Christmas was over, but im still in the christmas mood! Hahaha.

I went to Bishan junction 8 yesterday with hl! yay! Its really fun and nice to shop there! People out there! I recommend J8 as a must-go-once-in-your-lifetime place! haha. Its not really a fascinating shopping centre or a place where you really can shop non-stop, like a lunatic without feeling bored, but its definitely a place worth going! haha. Saw a super duper cute apple toy yesterday over at Action City. omg! Its really very cute. Even my dear said its cute! haha. Imagine a guy saying a toy is cute. IT HAS GOT TO BE VERY CUTE, RIGHT? haha. *nods nods* lalala. I will buy it one day, YES I WILL. hahahhaa. *Toy-crazy* Veron joined us at around 2 plus when she realised that ebase was having Christmas sale! Bet she chiong from her house immediately after she heard that! hehe. Went to Swenson to have ice-cream! Awww, one of my favourite! Ate merri-mint <--mint ice-cream with chocolate fudge! wheeeee! Veron ate gold rush while my dear had chocolate crunch. haha. Ice-cream rocks! YEA! Took neoprints too, when bobo arrived. lalalala. Nice photos! Veron loves to make funny faces! hahahah. Look at the neoprints and you will know! Took a neocard with my dear before ver and bobo arrived too! Soooooooo nice! yay! MY DEAR ROCKS MY WORLD!!! hahahha. I love that neocard so much!! heehee. Best Christmas ever had, with best prezzies i ever received! Even a simple card can bring a true smile to my face. haa.

Had dinner with my family and relatives in a chinese restaurant over at China square after shopping in J8 yesterday. It was a buffet and the food was not bad, though i didn't eat much. haha. Took a lot of pictures with my cousins! haha. *photo maniac* can't be help it. hahahaha. dinner was fun! Was joking with my cousins, brothers and my uncles and aunties. haha. How nice! wheeeee! Wonder when can i see them again. Hopefully soon! lalalala.

Went out today too. Though it was raining very heavily and non-stop, my dear and i managed to get to The Grand Cathay to catch the movie, The Curse of the Golden Flower. Not a bad movie though and the setting was fantastic! I guessed the whole movie cost more than a tonne! but nevermind, afterall, i enjoyed the whole movie although its kinda bloody and gruesome. haha.

Christmas was wonderful! hehehe. I enjoyed myself so much, with my dear, my friends, my family and my relatives! haha. Thanks to everyone who has made my Christmas such a memorable one. The prezzies and cards received were beautiful and i appreciate all efforts put in. Thanks so much, esp to my dearest hl. You gave me a really fun and fabulous Christmas, along with the card and chocolates. Thanks! Cheers! =D

2006-12-23T22:35:00.000-08:00

YO! haha. I'm blogging again. lalala. Christmas is coming! wheeee! though its not a day which i celebrate, its a perfect day for me to enjoy! hahah. im looking so much forward to it. hmmm, i guess i'm going J8 on that day. He said he will accompany me to J8 on Christmas and i believe he will. heehee. i've been wanting to go to J8 so much! its definitely a wonderful day for me. will be going to dinner after J8 with my family and relatives. i miss my cousins so much! haha. Cheers!

The toddler whom my mama babysitted came to my house today! he have gone to the childcare centre since the start of the week and we've been missing him so much! glad to see him today. unfortunately, he hurt himself over at the childcare centre. Aww, it aches my heart so much to see his wound. hope that he recovers soon! hee. went for lunch with my family, the 'baby' (used to calling him 'baby' le) and the baby's family at a restaurant. the food was great and its very interesting to have lunch with them. i guessed no one would have been able to imagine all the cute and funny stuff that he (baby) did and said over at the restaurant. haha. Oh man, he's just so cute! hahaha. after lunch, went to library with my brother. lalala. just finished reading a book titled 'Mind your manners'. its about all kinds of different manners one should have, for example table manners, greetings and even DATING manners. hahahha. perfect book for me! hee. =P lalalala. books are wonderful companions for a boring day, yea? heehee. Can't be help it though, people are busy recently. not always free to chat! hahaa.

My good friend (from maplestory) finally ended his overseas trip and returned to sg today. haha. that's good news to me! another 'available' person who i can chat with when im bored. wheeee! Cheers! what made me even happier was not just his return to sg, but also the news he delivered to me! he told me he found maple boring. omg! i can't believed such words to come out of his mouth! its like, unbelievable! imagine someone who is level 101 (to reach that level is really insane!) in maplestory saying such things! i guessed i witness another miracle ever since my dear's 'super duper cute' behaviour. hahaha. nvm, its great news to me! in fact, its a wonderful christmas prezzie he gave me. To have agreed to chat on msn all day and not enter maple at all! i seriously doubt he really can do so. =P lalallala.

I'm getting a bar of Snickers on Christmas from him. haha. i bet this christmas is gonna be a good and enjoyable one, with all the prezzies (small or big also nvm) i received! Thanks people! all of you are really great! hee. Lastly, my early greeting to all of you, 'Merry Christmas!' heh. Enjoy! =D

2006-12-21T22:37:00.000-08:00

Its a wonderful day today, but a sad week. something happened and it upsets me. Maybe its too sudden that i can't really register it even after a day, but life still has to move on and i hope those people who are badly affected by it could recover soon. Take lots of care, people.

Went shopping with ying and veron today. Had fun although it was raining quite heavily as i didn't get to see the two of them for quite a long time. my two beloved cousins! haha. i miss them a lot. Have to admit, the two of them are still my best companions when it comes to shopping! i wonder if i can ever find someone who can replace them perfectly, but i guess not. haha. shopped at OG and This fashion. got myself some clothes. lallalala. had some fun after rotting at home for a few days. school's reopening very soon and i'm going to NJC to attend a briefing on subject combinations tomorrow. Hope its not going to be long as i've got appointments in the late afternoon.

Lalala. I hope life could be happy, easy and without misery everyday. If only it could be possible, right? But somehow, i learnt that its impossible. I have seen how people cried and whined in misery. i have felt the kind of pain that others experienced too, how heart aches and breaks without anyone knowing. There's no way we could turn back time, now that it had happened. Afterall we are only humans, but maybe its time for we, humans, to start to learn to appreciate the people around us now. Learn, before its too late, people.

2006-12-19T22:39:00.000-08:00

Yay! Veron's back. Haha. Im soooo happy! Wheeeee! Misses her so much.

I did almost the same thing everyday. Rotting, rotting and still rotting. At home. Hai, i got nothing to do! That's why i got nothing to blog about. Its already 19 december and school's reopening. Wonder how school life would be in JC. Wonder how school life would be in Njc. Hai. But at least its better than rotting at home everyday and missing him every moment. hahaha. School life is still better than anything else, I guess. Lalalala.

I went to IMM today with mama, after making a trip to the Sony ericsson service centre to get my dumb phone repaired. Only got it back last friday after sending it for repair on last monday and there it goes again, giving me more probs! haiz, what is wrong with the phone?! Pissed at the thought of it. Hai. Went to IMM to eat and get a prezzie for the baby whom my mama babysit. He's leaving for the childcare centre and would most probably not be back, so my mama got him an Elmo toy for christmas. SOOOO cute! haha. so nice to hug and its really cute and cuddly. haha. How nice if i have one too. (jkjk) Hehe. Lalalal. My mama went home after buying the toy and left me, alone in IMM, waiting for him.

I was roaming the whole IMM, ALONE and discovered that there are many nice shops in IMM! Was looking for a CD shop but somehow, IMM has everything, all kinds of shops, but not even a single CD shop! Oh gosh. Haha. Nvm, i shall get my cd another day then.

After that, i went to JEC with him. haha. Went to This Fashion and got myself a white dress! Nice! hehe. It was raining so heavily throughout the day! My shoe got wet, then dried, and then wet again. This process just kept repeating until i got home at around 5 plus. Haha. Lalala.

Its FUN to go shopping again, after trapping myself at home for so many days and doing nothing but ROT. How nice it is to ROT at home PRACTICALLY EVERYDAY! haha. I ENJOYED it. lalallaa. Hmmm, christmas is coming! Though i don't celebrate christmas, its still a nice day with a nice atmosphere to go out, right? *nods* hahaha. I look forward to it! Wheeeeeee!

2006-12-04T09:32:00.000-08:00

yoyo!! hehe. wheeee! went shopping with Veron, Ying and my dear! hehe. fun! went to suntec and marina square. did some shopping and went to eat Sakae Sushi. oh man! that was so full!! thanks to the dumb waitress who mistaken Ying's order for 6 tako balls as 6 PLATES OF TAKO BALLS!! how nice hor?! not only this lo, 6 fried scallops were mistaken as 6 PLATES OF SCALLOPS also!! TIAN ah!! how to eat?! Goodness sake!! but nvm, with my super dear and super Ying, we managed the food! hehe. they ate most of them. <-- i mean what i say! they really ate a lot of the food! hehe. lallala. but the food was nice la. tasty and DELICIOUS! hehehe. can eat another time sia. lalalal. Ver came later at around 4 plus. went shopping again after eating. Ver n Ying bought clothes from Samuel & Kevin. didnt shop much after food cause my dear was sick. Poor thing. aches my heart to see him like that. luckily he went home early to rest. shopping can be done another time after he recovers! hehe. kinda sad as veron's leaving tomorrow. less one person to go shopping with le. sigh.

P.S VER! muz take care hor! hehe. huggs.

P.S Dear! take care also ks? hope you recover soon! heehee.

2006-11-29T11:49:00.000-08:00

yoyo!! went for chalet on 27 and 28. as its our last year together as a class, we decided on this chalet which was supposedly to last for 4 days 3 nights. although it was raining the two days, i enjoyed myself a lot! its kinda of fun playing in the rain and helping out in the barbeque. we spent almost the first day in the chalet, chatting, playing cards, watching tv and lots of stuff. learn a new game-Mafia. haha. very very nice if a lot of people are playing. heehee. bbq food (seafood delight) on the first night was nice, with stingray as the hottest food! <-- hot (chilli), and very hot (a lot of people want)!! hahah. then some people went night cycling while some went home. night cycling was cool!! haha. i went for a few rounds in the carpark and Beeping manage to learn cycling!! YAY! haha.

the second day was kinda fun too although it rained as well. haha. went to the arcade in the morning after breakfast. played some games. lalallaa. then, went back to the chalet and rotted for awhile before going to Escape. ahha. Escape was supposed to be fun, but the queues were long which drive me crazy just waiting for it. haha. plus HL wasnt feeling well, so i went back to the chalet with him. haha. rest in the chalet for around an hour plus before people start coming back. haha. then, we prepared for the bbq (land delight). food was nice too, but it was extremely hot standing right in front of the pit. haha. overall, it was fun!! food was nice, helping out in the bbq was interesting etc. hahah. but Bobo was kinda angry and pissed that people went going home on the second night and some other stuff. feel bad too as i was one of those who were returning home. lallalaa. Sorry bobo, really sorry. but seriously, i enjoyed myself very much!! hope everyone enjoyed themselves too. =D

2006-11-23T12:18:00.000-08:00

yoyo!!! haha. went for prom last night!!! sooooo fun! hahaha. the food was okay la. not so bad though. haha. and we took lots of pictures!!! after that, me and him went movie!! haha. went to watch 'Happy Feet'. we watched the show at 11pm. haha. the only show we can catch sia. its kinda funny and entertaining!!! the baby penguins are soooo cute!!! REALLY REALLY very CUTE!!! hahah. tired after the show which last for like 1hr 30 mins plus i guess. lallalala. wheeeeee!!! saw so many pretty girls and handsome guys last night!! wow. interesting!!!

My CO junior, Shao An and me!!! shuai right? haha.

Ms Wassan and girls!! she is hip wor!! YO man!! YOYOYO!

Good friends!! From left: Caiyun, me, Jia Lian, YiPeng

YOYO!! WangQ and me!! haha. Isn't he hip?!! cool sia!!

Me and Fiona!!! She goes HIP HOP man!!! haha.

Beeping with the guys! haha. From left: Beeping, Xiao Yang, FangYong, HaoLi

YOYO!! Me and my good buddy, Bo Yi aka BoBo!! haha. Wonder what is he looking at? pretty girls? hahah.

haha. Me and Hao Li. Shuai? Say yes. haha. he is very handsome yesterday. hehe.

2006-11-22T22:46:00.000-08:00

its a tiring day today. went to tiong bahru and got myself a shirt. grey and very nice! haha. i like it alot. yingying got the same one too!!! but its black. haha. after that, we went over to bugis where we did lots of shopping!!! sooooooo tiring. haha. some shopkeeper actually mistaken me and veron to be twins!!! OH MAN!!! are we really so alike? hahaha. okie, nvm. we are cousins. cant be help it though. haha. lalalal. veron didnt really buy anything. nothing seem to have interest her sia. haha. except maybe a small keychain for her friend i guess. ying bought a shirt, a handphone pouch today. around all these unless i forgot some. haha. oh!! we met beeping and baoxian over at bugis village. haha. they were doing french manicure. haha. not bad though. lalalal. and baobao got herself a black dress. Phew!! last min sia. thx to me, veron and yingying. hahaha. wheeee!!! it really tiring man!!! still have to prepare for tomorrow's prom. haiiiii. luckily!! he's coming back tomorrow!! wheeee!! so happy!!! =D hehe. hmmm, guess its gonna be another busy day tomorrow. yipeng, jialian and caiyun are coming over to my house before making our way to the pines. gonna put some light make up ba. then maybe will meet him first before goin over!!! yay!! haha. gonna enjoy myself alot tomorrow!! by hook or by crook. hehe. wheeeeee!!! lalallala!!

2006-11-19T22:37:00.000-08:00

yoyo!!! olvl finally finish lo!!! wheeee!! went out for the past few days, including today.. sooooo tired.. haha.. walk for 2 consecutive days sia.. didnt rest much though.. hehe.. im sooooooo happy!!! olvl is over!!!! but i dont realli feel it though.. heehee.. aiya.. just glad its over.. but im gonna be sad for the next few days.. sobsob... sighhhhhhhh.. =(

2006-10-27T22:09:00.000-07:00

lalalala. Os is drawing nearer and nearer, and im looking more and more forward to life after Os!!! haha. who isnt. hehe. maybe its still too early ba, afterall there are like 20 plus more days to go, i have kinda draw out my plans le!!! firstly, i wanna go shopping for the whole day!! then iceskate!! then cycle!! then kbox!!! then arcade!! wheeeeeeee! hehe. too high le. sometimes, life needs hopes to brighten it up!!! yea right?

hmmm, yesterday physics practical was kinda bad. didnt have much hopes for it though. screw it up. sigh. nvm, didnt have much hopes for phy in the first place. shall work hard for chemistry ba. hehe. lalalal.

P.S Everyone, jia you for Os and As!!! hehe. sorry ah gong for my nonsense. =X

2006-10-22T01:28:00.000-07:00

laq....lalala. its early in the morning and im blogging wor!!! haha. so tired. my dumb computer kept lagging me out of maple. pissed. nvm. i shall chat in msn instead. wheeeeee! im going movie tomorrow!!! look so much forward to it. its time to relax! hehe. wonder how others felt about it. might be thinking that it is a pure waste of time ba. hehe. its kinda funny when chatting with yingying on the phone today. raphael was like,' no!! darling wo bu rang ni qu!' haha. interesting sia. natural human's reaction when he found out that 2 guys are going. haha. aiyo, wonder how is it like if i have someone who is so gan jiong of me too. but not at this point of time though. i will send all invitations away wor. hahah. lalala.

sian leh. life is really boring. but my life is usually not like that!! you see ah, im so hyperactive and high at times. how can i ever allow my life to be so dulled and boring?!! this is against my principles leh! but what can i do? sigh...... i look look look (until i want die le) so much forward to after Os. so that i can go play!!! wheeeeee!!! hmmm, i guess im thinking too far le. one month more to go. sian. hey ppl, can anyone teach me how to lead a boring life? how is it like leading a boring life? what is defined as a boring life? i wonder if mine is one. due to current circumstances, no playing, no shopping, no outdoor activities except library blah blah blah, is this counted one? haii. bored. maybe, its time to learn that mugging is an interesting activity, textbooks and guidebooks are wonderful fairytales and the library is the best outdoor place to go to, yea? hahahha. LIFE IS INTERESTING<<< Im 'not' lying.

2006-10-05T11:12:00.000-07:00

haha. its 10.59 now and im in my school's computer lab blogging. haha. its surprising right? not really, im supposed to do a survey now and since i have finish it, i shall blog instead of wasting time sitting there and rot right? haha. lalala. quite a busy week though. busy receiving results and calculating L1R5. hehe. hmm, surprisingly, i got 7 points for my L1R5. I guess its considered good ba. hehe. therefore, i have decided not to go ajc le. hmm, sad news for veron though as she has anticipated my entry into ajc le. we have even made plans to go to her house and play everyday lo. even ah gong also agree le. but then hor, hai, i really can't deny that njc is really a good school! i know ajc is good, but njc is even better right? hai, sorry veron. im off to njc le. plus parents and brothers all gave green light to my decision. sorry sorry.

Quite a busy and eventful week. interesting and fun la, but its also mark the beginning of my mugging life. haiz. when can this ever stop. so tired le lo. but then i guess its quite ok la. could have been because that we have already studied once during prelims le. momentum easily gained. lalalal. hmm, since im not the only one taking o'lvl this yr, i hereby wish all those taking major exams this yr, whether is it O'lvl, A'lvl or N'lvl, jia you!!! its the last race le, finish it with a beautiful fullstop!!! end our mugging journey wonderfully!!! WOOSH!!! =D

2006-10-01T17:47:00.000-07:00

lalala. went to sentosa yesterday!!! its so fun!!! haha. super duper fun and i enjoyed so much!!! although it rained, but its really fun playing together with all my friends lo. haha. we went to sentosa early in the morning and went to the sea to play!!! got myself totally soaked within only a few minutes. hehe. hmm, although got myself hurt while playing, but its only an accident. i dont really mind about the wound though. hehe. then it suddenly rained so heavily!!! omg, we were trying to shield ourselves from the cold and the rain. its like freezing cold yesterday lo!! haha. but its fun under the pavilion. we were mostly drenched from top to bottom but were still happily playing zhong ji mi ma. hehe. then, we went cycling. that was when kai mun and beeping went on a sweet journey riding a double-seat bike. woooooooo!!! *lalalal* haha. very cute and funny if you witness the 2 of them. *i cant stop laughing sia.* hehe. were playing zhong ji mi ma at night too. sitting at the basketball court near the beach and playing. the forfeits were really interesting sia. but i got forfeited 3 times lo. made to do 4 step dancing with 2 guys twice. okie, nevertheless, it was interesting and really really enjoying!!

after yesterday, i really wonder when i can ever have time to play until so happy again le. mayb after olvl we will do it again ba. hehe. it was really a nice day yesterday although it rained. those who go will agree with me ba. haha. =D

2006-09-22T12:43:00.000-07:00

haha. wheeeeeee! prelim will end on 25 september!!! wheeeee!!! finally can have a really good rest. haha. i went to play yesterday!!! enjoyed myself so much. went to kbox and bowling. was kind of satisfied with my scores. just that i didn't manage to win ah gong. hai. but nvm. i shall do it next time. hehe. and kbox is super duper fun!!! i've never enjoyed singing so much lo!!! sing until so song. haha. we went to lot 1's kbox and started singing from 4 plus to 8 plus. wow!!! interesting. and guess what, singing is addictive!!! very very addictive lo. haha. even after i were home i still feel like singing lo. just that i can't really do so. fear of disturbing my neighbours lo. hahah. okie. nvm. its very fun!!! haha. i look so so so much forward to another singing session. wheeee!!!

hmmm. anyway. will be getting . its a piece of good neback my emaths paper on tuesday. heard from mr teoh that our class did well. all got A except for 5 students. its a good piece of news for 36 students in our class but not for the 5 students ba. hai. okie, nvm. i shall work hard for olvl!!! after i finish playing until i song first!!! heehee.

2006-09-15T16:15:00.000-07:00

Haiiiiii... so sian. today's maths paper was kind of bad. time constraint plus stress. hai. i just hope i can at least manage an A1 for that paper ba. haha. recently, i have seen the masterpiece of Mr.Stress on a lot of my friends' face. i wonder if i have it on my face too. they looked more tired and weary than before. poor thing. hai. nevermind, once prelims are over, we shall go rest!!! Lalala. its only one more week. Shall end it beautifully, right? hahah.

2006-09-13T21:58:00.000-07:00

lalalla.. today is the third day of my prelim. and people were asking me this question: why are you online? hmmm.. its weird. i do not deny that. to be online on the third day of my prelim. haha.. actually, i have the time to come online was because the paper tomorrow was merely english which requires no memorising and studying. haha.. so, i have came online to chat with some friends and my favourite cousin veron!!! hahaha.. i bet she wouldnt be touch to know it ba. hehe.. went to library to study just now. fruitful trip, i guess. practise my emaths (vectors) and chat with friends. entertaining indeed. currently, i'm listening to jay's new song, ye de di qi zhang. hmmm, its a very special song to me. didn't know why but could feel something just listening to the song. very interesting indeed. and i recommend that song, very much. may be due to the tune of the song ba. hahah.. lalalal..

today's biology paper was hell. very difficult. i guess the science department is out to kill ba. hahah.. i was wondering and praying hard that i will be able to pass the paper. obviously, it would be a grave mistake if i depended on this paper to get my six pointers. so, i plan to work hard for my physics and chem. at least an A1 for chem and at least an A2 for my physics. nvm, it depended on the paper. lallala..

P.S: work hard for prelims and olvl!!! woosh!!!

2006-08-31T21:48:00.000-07:00

wheeeeeeeeee!!! today is Happy Teachers' Day celebration!!! haha.. so good.. got school but dont need to study.. wahahah... and then hor.. although today de performance are kind of boring, some are interesting too.. hehe.. but then once i go home.. have to face all the books again.. cham le.. i cant finish my biology on time le.. didnt manage to finish transport in mammals today... stop at double circulation.. nevermind.. i shall try to finish as many as i can tomorrow... the rest i shall see when i can steal time to study le... heehee... okie!!! so tired... sleepy lo... Zzzz...

P.S: Yoyo!!! today is a special day!!! Hence, i shall use my bloggie to thank all my teachers here!!! thanks all the teachers who have made my learning journey an interesting one... XIE XIE all of u!!! And lastly, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY too all the teachers... heehee.. =D

2006-08-30T21:13:00.000-07:00

haiiiiii.... when im posting this post, my eyes are closing soon le.. sooooooo tired.. i just chiong finished 2 chapters of biology... 2 super duper long chapters of biology.. at first want to do maths after biology, but my eyes really cannot take it le.. c maths jiu want to sleep.. but then my private tutor says need to finish all the maths paper... wan le.. dont know when then can finish.. hai... first time study until so tired.. at first dont even want to finish the last chapter de.. but even if i dont finish it now.. i will still have to do it tomorrow or later de.. so whats the point? haiiiiiiiiii... nvm... its only a few more weeks left!!! i will survive these few weeks de!!!! JIA YOU!!! wheeeeeeeee!!! *i hai shi ta bu qi jin shen lai!!! wanna slp le!!!* sobsob!!!

2006-08-23T18:40:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. so tired after the common test week.. have been studyin hard.. thought i could finally rest after the week.. hai.. in the end onli rest for 2 days nia jiu start studyin again le... haii.. so cham... y liddat? juz finish studyin bio juz now.. didnt realli do well for ct ba... although manage 5A1 for all sci n maths.. but then im goin to fail my humans for misinterpretin the question and didnt do well for chinese... hai... upset lo.. nvm.. c how other results r lo.. aniwae... got a weird dream last nite.. haha.. dreamt of a guy.. Woooo... haha.. ppl shld b shock ba.. i was kind of shocked by the dream oso.. but then hor.. veri sweet lo.. hehe.. but my korkor wake mi up from my dreams.. hai.. so sad.. nvm la.. awhile is enuff le.. so wad lo.. in the end tis mornin c tat guy feel abit awkward.. haha.. okie.. hush!!! heeeheee..

wheeeeee!!! our guild form le.. cal 'Muahaha'.. hehe.. so nice!!! but no logo.. muz make wangq to make one.. heehee.. lalalla... another interestin event of the day.. my good cousin lo.. haha.. sumhow connected to a fren of mine wor.. a guy summore.. i worried sia.. [jokin.. =D] okie.. nvm.. she claim he is her PERSONAL counsellor lo.. i her good cousin oso dun get a chance to hear abt her problems lo.. veron.. u good.. u veri good.. hahahahaha.. fine.. its up to her la.. she HAPPY jiu okie le.. hahahahhaha.. wheeeeeee!!!

P.S. AH GONG!!! TODAE UR BDAE SIA... I SO GOOD LO.. NOE U OLD LE THEN ABIT COCK EYE SO WRITE BIG BIG LEH!!! HAPPI BDAE SIA!!! hehe... smilez!!! im so good lo.. MUZ TREAT MI BETTER HOR!!! wheeeeeee!!! [ppl.. those whu wanna wish my ah gong happi bdae juz tag ba.. hehe...]

2006-08-11T23:16:00.000-07:00

Hai.. went for GCE O'Lvl oral examinations for english today... wonder is it good or bad.. haha.. but nevertheless.. im glad its over.. wheeeeeee!!!!! Hmmm.. was kind of sad today.. cos i made a mistake today... i shouldnt have said anything if i knew such a thing would happen.. im sorry...

2006-08-09T20:16:00.000-07:00

omg!!! today was kind of a fun and super duper tiring day lo.. haha.. studied the whole morning today.. heredity!!! hai.. study about genes.. DNA.. alot alot alot of mutations and genetic engineering.. haha.. so sian lo.. but then!!! i finish that chapter le!!! wheeeeee!!! haha.. so happy lo!!! wonder how many brain cells of mine died.. sobsob.. poor me..
okie nvm.. haha.. finish le jiu good!!! and.. i went shopping after that!!! wheeee!! ahha... aiya.. need to relax ma.. if not will die leh... so i went to shop shop and shop.. super fun!!! buy a cd!! wahhaha.. guess which band de?!!! haha.. so easy lo!! the famous korean boy band Dong Fang Shen Qi!!! haha... cheers!! nice lo.. happily ripping the songs now.. wahaaha.. i really think recently im a bit mad le.. haha.. very crazy about korean songs now.. ahha.. besides this.. went to buy some taiwan drama series also.. haha.. 'Liao Zhai'.. Hu ge got act lo!! wow.. shuai ge.. hehehe.. *smiling widely with teeth* okie nvm.. today spent quite a lot of time studying and shopping le.. so tonight will have to study again le.. maybe revise my biology ba.. haha.. i am happy today!!! cheese!!!

P.S: Happy Birthday SINGAPORE!!! =D

2006-08-08T22:21:00.000-07:00

wahaha!!! today is nationay day celebration wor!!! wheeeeee!!! so song.. dont need to study today.. went for celebration nia... but thats boring enuff le.. haha... hmmm.. got oputside performers comin to our school today to stage a performance related to national day.. haha.. boring wor... but quite funny also la.. then got this dumb 'who wants to be a millionaire?' quiz.. aiya.. the whole celebration is boring la.. haha... but then hor.. i saw someone familiar today.. his best friend!!! omg.. i was so shocked lo.. didnt expect to see la.. then because of this.. i was hoping that i could see him also.. apparently he didnt appear lo.. hai.. people would say im mad or whatever.. but im a human afterall lo.. even months have passed.. feelings dont fade just like this!!! okie.. nvm.. it doesnt matter if people still know what im talking about.. haha.. waaaaaa!!! my wallet got a big big hole today lo!! sobsob.. went to pizza hut.. haha.. good meal wor.. took neoprint twice leh!!! interesting and fun la.. but then spent quite a lot on it.. haha.. hmm.. maybe its worth the price la.. cause they are all precious memories rite?!!! heehee...

2006-08-07T21:15:00.000-07:00

Recently so busy!!! everyday busy studying.. but now is better le.. start to think in another way... haha.. i know i cant finish on time le.. so i plan to study slowly.. shun bian prepare for olvl... heehee.. good good!!! but still must jia you lo... not time to waste le.. so die die everyday also muz study.. hehe... aniwae.. these few days i seem to have fallen in love with korean songs!!! haha.. very nice lo.. most of the songs.. more high than chinese songs... slow songs are also more romantic than chinese de.. haha.. nice nice!!! i recommend Dong Fang Shen Qi and Shen Hua de songs!!! haha.. one song can try de is 'Unforgettable' by Dong fang shen qi... the chinese version is very melodious wor!!! haha.. i like it so much lo.. trying hard to download the chinese version of that song.. but cannot find leh.. hai.. sad.. nevermind.. i wil try my best to find de!!! heehee.. lalalla... eeeeeeeee!!! i very happy leh!!! tomorrow can stay at home and study le.. only half day.. haha.. wheeeeeeeee!!! cheers!! hehe...

2006-08-04T17:52:00.000-07:00

Another post.. so tired!!! omg.. the whole week is torturing lo... hai... everyday need to study, do homework and learn to relax.. how can one ever do that? hai... but what can i do? of course i got to carry on working hard.. my chemistry teacher told us this today "i know all of you are very tired already, but there are only a few months left. wrok hard and finish the race once and for all" hmm.. what she say is right la.. but then hor.. 3 months more to go lehhhhh... this week i feel so stressed until i really feel like dying at once lo!!! its so stresses lo.. hai.. finally weekend come le.. can rest liao.. if not i bet i wil drop dead at this instant lo.. hahha.. but now should be okie le... hope so ba..

**this weekend would be horrible ba.. sobsob...

2006-07-30T20:16:00.000-07:00

hihi!! haha... totally 'reform' this blog.. heehee... made it totally new... actually its not la.. just that i deleted all the posts.. hehe... omg... so busy lo!!! i spent the whole day studying and doing homework.. sigh.. so cham lo.. but cannot help it la... common test coming le.. haiz.. have to study hard for it.. but then hor.. whole book of chemistry, physics and maths leh!!! O my tian!!! izzit humanly possible?!!! yes... it is.. cos the graduated sec 4 have shown tat juz those few books are nothing lo.. compared to the olvl... haha.. so.. decided to work hard le... here's my plan.. im goin to quit maplestory on weekdays le... going t play on weekends nia.. then i will have more time to study at night le.. plus can spend more time revising my work.. then.. im goin to draw out a new schedule for my week.. as in which days study what lo.. cannot afford to waste time le.. sigh... actually hor.. the thought of exams are realli driving me a bit crzy le lo.. but then what can i do? even if i want to rest.. it will be after my olvl... haha... okie.. todae is my last maplestory day of the week.. so.. im goin to play lo!!! wheeeeeee!!! heehee...